Bah, I've been trying to work on Scroll of the Lands for months now. Seriously been trying for a month, but I keep not getting to it. If it isn't overtime at work, its wife things, or game-writing contests. I've been struggling with my commissions for the same reason, but... well, I don't know.
Part of the problem comes from the fact I'm not playing Exalted anymore. Actually, I'm not playing any RPG of any form, which means I don't really have the inspiration to work. When I had my game, knowing that I could use the rules in a week or so really helped with inspiration and moving forward. But now, well, I don't really have that drive to move forward. I mean, I want to finish and say its done, but I can't really tell if its going to be a few days or a few weeks before I stop. Then, I don't know how long before I'll get a breather to do it.
I've been staring at the Scroll of the Lands documents for an hour now and I'm just not sure where to go with it. I can't even offer to run a PBEM game to try out the rules; I still have too many things going until my life settles. With this financial market, that could be weeks or even closer to a year. But, being spread across two states, paying for two houses, and being apart from basically my life is really killing my creativity.
I don't want to have people waiting for me to find inspiration. So, I figured I'd post this and let people realize what's going on. I don't know what's going on; I wish I did. I really do. I want to finish this (and the Glorious Saber arc) mainly because I like finishing things. But, there is probably months left on this project (and a month on GS) and I'm not sure I have enough (or if I'll keep getting distracted).
That said, I honestly wouldn't take it personally if you wander off, or even fork it, or take all the files and finish up it. I wish I could say better, but until I get back into a game (which requires me to figure out where the hell I'm going to live), I don't think I'm going to be really use in finishing this.